Phase 5 : "They call me mellow yellow...."

"have you been away..... you look ever so tanned.....". Well, I did go away earlier in the year
Blimey, who needs self tan. Eat the odd carrot, turmeric in the pilau rice, a natural glow.
Might just have a little look in the mirror though. Might be something in it...
Hmmmm. Eyes look a little "off-white". Cant say that I have ever really looked at them before though, so cant compare. Might just peek every now and again.

[No dont do that, getting paranoid are we???, Be your own man. You've always paid to much attention to what others tell you in the past. Be stronger. be more confident. I can give you that]
Its started again. The "second voice". It seems to have the answers to allay my doubts. Maybe it is right. I have always been a "doormat" guy. Drinking helps me, to tell me, what to do. Thats different. Thats not being a lapdog. Its being my own man.
[There. You know it makes sense. I am always here you know. You just have to feed me...thirsty?]